Depth Of True Love
Chapter- 87
After sometime after bidding bye to Abhay and Piya, Arnav walks inside the room to stop short in his tracks. He looked around surprised and his eyes stopped looking at Khushi who was sitting in the middle of the bed. He stood there paralyzed, the sight was such a peace to his eyes to which he can stare all his life. He didn't knew when his feet took him near the bed, his eyes focused on the only lady around whom his world revolves now.
He sat in front of Khushi slowly and only when he saw her rubbing her feets to each other, he comes out of the beautiful web around them. He looked around the room now noticing the beauty of the atmosphere, the scented candles, strings of flowers around their bed, whole room was decorated with flowers, candles and scented perfumes. He shakes his head and smiles thinking about when Abhay and Piya planned all this.
Arnav (chuckles): So they were planning all this.
Khushi (still looking down at her feets): Yea Piya told me they left the venue early for this only.
Arnav: That's so nice of them.
Both fell silent not understanding from where to start and what to say. After few couple of moments Arnav moves his hand and keep them above Khushi's which was resting on her knees.
As Arnav holds her hand, Khushi simply smiled unable to form any words about what she is exactly feeling but Arnav was quick to observe her behaviour. She was trying to avoid his eyes, fidgeting with her fingers and blinking her eyes rapidly, he needs no words to understand that she's nervous.
Khushi looked at her feets, she has never felt this nervousness before with Arnav and now the way he is holding her hand, she can feel goosebumps all over, the warmness of his palms against her cold hand. The way he looked at her, his touch, everything was screaming of his desire, she shuddered with the thought of what is about to come. She couldn't deny her own excitement but mixed with the fear about which she don't even want to think. She has felt his touch before, his gentle way of exploring her first time on his apartment and his passionate ways to make her feel his possessiveness and that she belongs to him only but she knows that tonight! It means so much more, sweat beads formed on her skin thinking about the night.
Arnav narrowed his eyes at her and filled a glass of water from the jug kept on bedside table and told Khushi to drink it.
Arnav: What 's wrong?
Khushi nodded in No, smiling nervously, telling him that there's nothing.
Arnav(smiling): He cupped her cheeks and kissed her forehead, he lifted her chin to look at him but she didn't dared to raise her eyes.
Arnav: I'll be back.
Khushi instantly looked up disappointed as Arnav left.
Khushi gasped as Arnav's hand came in front of her and she looked up at Arnav who was smiling at her again holding a glass of water.
Arnav: Medicines. You shouldn't skip them Khushi.
Unknowingly. tears came in her eyes, he can never stop caring for her. She didn't remember getting so much care and love from anyone other then him from so long.
Arnav(sitting beside her): What happened? Why are you crying?
Khushi(smiling): Nothing! and she had her medicines.
Getting up from bed, Arnav forwarded his hand for Khushi to take. Slipping her palm in his Khushi stood up, confusingly. Arnav stared at her numbly, now that she is standing, she was looking far way beautiful then his any imagination and the lights of candles giving her a altogether different glow. He swept his gaze from her feets. now hidden inside her lehanga, above her midriff, the waist chain hugging proudly to her flat belly, it looked strangely sexy to him and he felt proud of his selection. Her choli which was pronouncing her curves more vividly with that deep neck, to her cleavage where the proof of their relation resting proudly, Mangalsutra, to her face which was red as tomato looking down knowing well that he is checking her out.
Smiling at her innocence, Arnav started walking holding her hand who followed him confused. He stopped when reached at the balcony and turned back to look at Khushi who was looking at him with frown. Arnav signed her to look above and Khushi looked up at the stars not understanding what does he want.
Arnav: Khushi we didn't took the blessings of your parents and my mumma(Mother) after we got married.
Khushi smiled understanding his meaning as they both looked above sharing their happiness with their parents and asking for their blessings.
Khushi: Thank you!
Arnav: What?
Khushi: For everything. Now even saying Thank you looks so small in front of whatever you're doing for me.
Arnav: shh... I am doing nothing for you. I told you i am selfish man Khushi and my happiness lies in you, so i am doing everything for my own happiness.
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Arnav scooped her in his arms taking her inside. He put her down on the bed as she looked away shyly.
Sitting himself near her legs and looked at her flushed face before touching her mehandi clad feets so softly, Khushi instantly pulled them away but he adamantly gripped them again. Glaring her from his eyes, dare to take them back.
He slowly lifted the hem of her lehanga to reveal her mother's payal. Leaning don, he kissed her ankle around her payal making her shudder with the sensation his warm lips were creating but didn't dared to take them back. Taking his own time he slide the lehanga till her knees exposing her mehandi which was designed till her knees by the designer as per his wish. As his palm caressed the exposed skin of his legs, she cosed her eyes unable to bear the sweet turmoil.
Arnav chuckled looking at her who was still looking down and removing her hands from her knees, he himself kept his head there. Khushi looked at him surprised for his action but Arnav answered before she could speak anything.
Arnav: It looks like i was to your knees or head as you were looking down only, so thought to talk like that at least i could see your face. Khushi looked flushed at his comment but chuckled herself.
Arnav: Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada tum sharmati hui sundar to lagti ho par iska matlab ye nahi tum sirf sharmati raho. (Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada, you look beautiful when you blush but that doesn't mean that you keep blushing all the time).
Khushi chuckled and caressed his forehead.
Arnav(caressing her cheeks): Khushi! Answer me something honestly, is it only shyness or fear?
Khushi(gulping but answered him honestly): I don't know Arnav ji! i want to forget everything but this fear came to me again and again. I am Sorry.
Arnav(sitting up): shhh.. There's nothing to feel bad khushi, I understand. therefore i asked you, i know Abhay and Piya arranged this but i wanted to know if you're ready or not. you don't have do something if you're not comfortable.
Khushi(instantly looks up at him): No! i didn't mean that.
Khushi(holding his hands): Arnav ji I want to move on and you know I have always wanted to be only yours. I know i am little scared but that doesn't means i am nit ready for it. you have done everything as i have ever dreamed off, and i don't want to spoil anything now.
Arnav: You don't have to do anything just because you think i have done anything for you.
Khushi: No i want this to do for myself, for US. I want to move on in my life Arnav ji and that i can do only with you.
Arnav: I have never imagined that i will ever get married, Love someone in my life . But now everything else seems meaningless, i can do anything for being with you, any ritual, i can marry you again and again to see that glow and happiness on your face.
Khushi lowered her eyes shyly hearing his words and Arnav kissed her cheeks, then nose, he moves behind her ears and kissed her earlobes, trailing wet kisses till he reached her nape. She chuckled feeling ticklish but soon moaned he hastily nibbled her neck. Moving his lips up again, he nipped the earing between his teeth, removing them. He threw another earing also on the floor. Moving his lips to her forehead, his fingers removed her maang tika as he dropped the kiss just above her sindoor and she held the collar of his sherwani for support, his moments were creating havoc below her tummyline.
He removed the dupatta from her head and leaned over her shoulders and removed her necklace, kissing her nape. He looked into her eyes and with his one hand, he gently pushed making her fall behind on the soft pillows. He cupped the sides of her waist and slowly caressed the skin around her waist chain, followed by his mouth, she sucked her tummy inside as moan escaped her lips.
Giving a soft kiss on her lips, he lowered to her feet, kissing her toes, to the sole of her feet, Khushi clenched the bedsheet, as he moved to her ankle and traced his fingers to her thighs and lips leisurely followed the path. She clutched his hairs, struggling for him to show her mercy. He moved up caressing her face, dropping gentle kisses and giving soft bites on her neck. His lips trailed down the path from her throat, to cleavage till her midriff as he dug his nose in her belly button and licked it. Arching her back loving the feeling, digging her nails more into his hairs, she moaned his name. Pecking her belly button he came up again, he pulled her closer.
Arnav: I Love you! Khushi smiled shyly as he approached her lips, he took her lips and deepened the kiss, licking off her sweetness. Closing her eyes, She melted with the intensity of his kiss. He tangled her legs with his to pull her more closer, feeling him tensed against her stomach made her stiff, butterflies formed deep inside her stomach. Khushi kept her eyes closed as he nibbled on her lips, they broke apart, panting for breath.
Khushi opened her eyes and met with his pair of molten brown eyes staring down at her with desire running through them. He leaned over , kissing the base of her throat , placing open-mouthed kisses on her throabing pulse, rubbing the skin gently with his thumb , he trailed his lips to her shoulder, pulling the sleeves of her choli down dropping open-mouthed kissses.
Khushi pulled him closer, slipping her fingers inside his sherwani with hesitation. Arnav smiled and nibbled her ears , moving down to her neck and shoulders. She caressed his toned bosy inside his sherwani making him to groan and throw any rational thought of taking it slow and pleasure her. He instantly sat up removing his sherwani in a jiff, not taking his eyes from her and staring Khushi at her intently.
Khushi pulled him closer as she took his lips in a kiss, running her fingers down to his chest, rubbing his toned body as he dig his finfers in her hairs, guiding her to kiss him more deeply before she pushed him down coming above him and kissed his nipples making him groan and shudder as his lower half went numb. He rolled her in a way that she was now lying on her tummy and slided her hairs on one side. He brushed his fingers on her back, moving down , he picked up the dori between his lips, undoing it and caressed her now completely bare back, she looked divine. His palm halted on her side above the scar and he gulped, it reminded him again to do everything tenderly for her, he kissed her above the scar as tear left her eye, understanding what it means. He removed the choli from her completely as his palms found their way to her bossoms.
Hugging her from back, he cupped her bossoms as he kissed the hollow of neck from behind, giving her the pleasure of eternal bliss. She moaned and he again rolled her onto her back and kissed her milky valley, increasing the pressure of his palms on her bossoms and she kept moaning , encouraging him. Looking up, he locked his eyes with hers and taking her hands guided them to remove the trouser of his sherwani which she did hastily and he shoved it away.
Khushi looks at his lips which was having a teasing smile as he crawled up brushing his bare body with her, rubbing her nipples , and he nibbled her neck again. She threw her head back in pleasure, pressing their naked chest together some more. He took her twins inside his mouth and she forget everything other then them and the havoc his lips were creating inside her. She entangled her fingers in his hairs, arching her back some more encouraging him to take her into this blissful world. He smoothly kissed the small scars on her breasts , rubbing them as his mouth pleasured the other twin.
He massaged her breasts and slide down his toungue to her belly button, nipping it with his sharp teeths and his toungue soothing it. She squirmed under him as his a day old stubbled teased her, tickling her baby like skin. She continued to moan his name, as he continued his sweet torture creating havoc in her senses, his fingers found their way to the zip of her lehanga. Completely immersed in the web of desire and passion, she helped him to remove the heavy lehanga hugging her lower half.
His lips lingered around her belly button, nipping her skin and leaving marks of his sweet assault. She tugged onto his hairs more tightly as his fingers reached her panties caressing her soft bud above the wet cloth and she let out a urgent moan, pulling his hairs. He shoved away her knickers and cupped her wetness with his palm. Her legs became tensed and her eyes opened wide, instantly noticing the change in her posture Arnav looks up at her to see her eyes filled with fear , sweatbeads on her forehead as she started trembling beneath him.
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Arnav: Khushi!
But her mind was somewhere else, she was thinking about that horrible night and hands of that creap on her body, she closed her eyes mumbling to leave her as her whole frame started shaking. Arnav instantly left her and cupped her cheeks, patting t5hem for her to come in her senses.
Arnav: Open your eyes Khushi! Look i am here, no one will hurt you. But Khushi started crying pleading to leave her and Arnav understood that she is having one of her nightmares. He sprinkled some water on her face and shook her roughly. she calmed down and opened here eyes still in haze, Arnav let out a sigh and kissed her pouring all his love and desperation in that one kiss.
Arnav: You have to fight Khushi, you can't live this fear. Don't let this fear over power you.
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Mature
He again slid his one hand down and opened her folds gently, his other hand caressing her cheek, assuringly, kissing the corner of her lips. With his thumb he felt the wetness between her softness as she looked at him pleadingly, he thrusted his tongue in hers, determined to not turn back. He broke the kiss and his hands came up again on her belly to touch her waist chain. He sat up looking at naked form with only waist chain.
Arnav: You don't know how much this belly button of yours fantasize me. I have always wished to make love to you with only this waist chain on you and today my this dream will come true. Khushi blushed as Arnav successfully diverted her mind.
He settled himself between her legs, his one palm lay flat on her stomach, caressing it and cupped her derrie with his one hand. Lifting her hips, he kissed her softness, tenderly and flicked his tongue delicately, bringing her close to the brink. He crawled up again kissing her as he dipped his finger inside in a swift moment catching her moan in his mouth and he slide another making her cry in pleasure and pain. He got up removing the last piece from his body and again hovered on her, she blushed feeling him growing between her thighs as he placed his shaft in her softness again and agin bringing her to the edge, not exactly thrusting inside her.
Arnav ji please! she moaned with the need making him smile.
Taking his fingers away, he parted her legs widely and positioned himself between her legs and looked at her. Fear still lingering in her hazel orbs as they pleaded him, themselves confused of what they exactly want but Arnav held her firmly on her place, locking his eyes with her determined to not let the evil win, she have to face her fears today and win.
" My everything belongs to you Arnav ji, every inch of mine, my heart, body, soul"
"Make me yours Arnav ji."
Arnav smiled as her once said words came back to him before he leaned down kissing her lips, " Tonight I'll make you mine, in every damn way. I'll be gentle, but you can stop me anytime if you feel uncomfortable." she smiled caressing his jaw with her fingers.
He slid his member through her wetness but pulled back feeling her extremely tight. He tried again looking at her who was looking at him worried, not disheartening her, he pushed himself inside her in one long and rough thrust, holding her tightly and catching her scream in his mouth with a kiss. He started moving slowly inside her caressing the sides of her derrie , replacing her pain with pleasure. She clutched his shoulders in pain and pleasure as he created magic inside her lower belly. Her moans was driving him crazy as he continued to thrust inside her with strong pushes, rubbing the nub with his member and he filled his warm liquid inside her, hitting the right cords deeply as her own fluid soaked him. she arched back against his body, scratching his back with hewr nails, all the while he was holding her tightly, caressing her, nipping her skin, kissing her and giving many love bites. He soon collapsed on her, breathing in her hairs, their hearts beating and listening to their own tune.
Arnav finally looked up and Khushi smiled at him as warm tears rolled down from her eye corners of pain and happiness , happiness of become his in every way. He lifted his hand and cupped her cheeks. worriedly.
Arnav: Did i hurt you. Khushi nodded in No before hugging him and crying in his arms. He rolled them taking her above him as he caressed her back calming her.
" I still can't believe, this is actually happening. This all is true not any dream." Khushi whispered resting her head on his heart.
"Indeed this is true not any crazy dream of yours" Arnav chuckled.
He laid her down and encircled his arms around her waist as Khushi looked at him confusingly. he unclasped her waist chain and showed it to her who blushed and he kept in on the side table before covering both their naked form with the duvet, taking her above him again.
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To be continued.................
