Chapter 65

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Few Days Later

Khushi's wounds are slowly healing for better. She's trying to smile and fight with her fears with the help of Arnav but still those nightmares haunts her often like today.

  Arnav was working on his laptop and Khushi was sleeping. Akash is handling office with Aman by his side but due to his absense, work pressure is increasing, so now he's handling work from home only. He knew Akash also needs some time with his wedding nearing. He looks at Khushi again and again between his work to ensure she's fine when he heard something which got his attention and he instantly looked at Khushi.

Khushi was mumbling something and started to struggle in sleep again. Her legs started kicking in air as well her hands and her cries followed.

 Instantly leaving Laptop aside, he ran to her. It's after two days she got this nightmares again and looking at her he can say that the impact is much stronger. Arnav tried to hold her but was difficult as she pushed him, trying again he looks at her, she is turning hysterical again. Howering upon her her he held her legs with his own and her hands within his forcefully yet carefully. She was crying, throwing her head here and there, struggling to release herself.

 She was shouting his name this time instead of Shyam and calling him to help her. He had to stop her somehow but he have stopped taking the help of medicines from that night. Looking at Khushi's condition he knew its not good he have to control her.

"I am here, Love. I am here to protect you." Leaning down he whispered in her ears and moved his mouth slowly towards her and Khushi froze feeling his breath over her lips and stopped moving. Arnav left her hands as she stopped moving and craddling her head captured her lips for a slow and soft kiss. Khushi's hand moved to his shoulders as she started responding.

Her mind chanting "Arnav ji is here and she's safe".

Arnav was surprised with her response at the moment  but didn't tried to stop. Leaving her lips, Arnav looked into her eyes and held her close.

 "I love you." He whispered and his lips again dropped to hers poring his love in that mind- numbing kiss. After withdrawing from the kiss, he wiped her tears softly.

"He touched me. He was determined to mark me his willingly or unwillingly doesn't matter. I tried to stop him. Its only you! Only you have that right but he was mad with my rejection and his lust." Khushi started speaking in trance and Arnav keeps stroking her hairs, letting her speak whatever she have in heart. 

"I know!"

"I still feel like his hands are trying to touch me and... " Arnav stopped her.

"He can never touch you again. I am here with you." After a pause and taking a deep breath he continues "Let me me help you and you'll soon forget his touch with time. Can I?" He asked for permission with determination shining in his eyes. 

Khushi nodded hearing him and Arnav gathered himself for what he's going to do to and erase that ugly memory but feared how it'll turn out because of khushi's mental condition
 

"Just get one thing, Khushi. I Love you so much and will be always with you. You're safe with me." He  kissed her forehead. 

Slowly, Khushi felt his breath faning her face as he dropped numerous soft kisses on her face and held her in his strong arms. Arnav's hands moved on her body caressing it softly he felt her tremble but he didn't stop. This needs to stop. Khushi needs to move on from these bitter memories and live normally like before. 

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He slowly peeled away his shirt from her body.

 "Arnav ji"

"You love me, right?"

"Yes."

" Than just feel it and I promise you'll forget everything." Khushi closed her eyes tightly when he looked down at her body before telling her fears.

"I am not like before anymore, Arnav ji. The body which you loved is now brruised and ugly and horr.... " Arnav cutts her.

"Shh. you're as beautiful as you were before. Nothing has changed."

He started kissing her from her throat to her neck moving towards her chest, kissing her swellscso softly, he moved to the valley between her breasts feeling her heartbeat. Kissing and licking her there, his own heartbeat was increasing but he acted slow with the thought to soothe her and slowly moved to the undersides of her breasts kissing everywhere close to her nipples yet avoiding them  as his mouth was close to her tips, he felt her stiffened.

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Moving over her breasts again he licked her nipples slowly, Khushi dig her nails in his shoulders  with the stinging sensation she felt feeling his saliva and her her nipples hardened in response.

realising her pain arnav placed his m,outh over her nipples just stroking it with his tongue, without any kneeding or sqeezing juat letting her feel it. Taking her entire nipple in his mouth , he sucked it softly like a little baby and delicately stroked it with his tongue. Khushi kept trembling beneath him but Arnav stayed determined and getting no objection from her mouth, he gave same treatment to her other breast.

            Khushi was slowly relaxing, Shyam’s memory fading  with Arnav’s Love . Arnav was himself aroused feeling her so close but his protective instincts helped him to keep in control and Just soothe Khushi helping her in removing that scumbag memories. Arnav kept soothing her by Kissing, licking and sucking until Khushi’s hissing voice turned into Low moans.

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Arnav looked up instantly to meet the fearful eyes of hers, he could see the fear acting barrier between them and her peace but he was determined to remove every barrier  slowly with their Life.

"Don't be scared, Khushi. Just remember our time spent together, loving each other when you have youself given me the right to Love you."

"I know its difficult and hurting you. I can't change whatever happened, Khushi but I'll be there to protect you in every step from now on. That's my PROMISE".

Arnav gulped painfully, before continuing "It might hurt you but I know it'll soothe you at the same time. If you want to stop me I'll stop here itself."

Khushi closed her eyes in the response answering him. 

Arnav smiled in relief before whispering "Just give me one sign if you want to stop and I'll stop."

He kept trailing his mouth  to her neck to jaw line Kissing her damp skin, though Ac was on but the heat emiting from their body was keeping them warm. Arnav looked at her in despair as her sobs reached his ears breaking his heart.

"Khushi, Did I hurt you? Shh.. Why didn’t you stopped me if it was hurting?" He started asking questions in concern.

 "No. it's not hurting. Not anymore but he was behaving like an animal, Arnav ji.  He said he’ll tarnish me completely and no one will accept me after that. I was scared… scared."

Arnav: shh.. he behaved like an animal because he is one but he can’t tarnish anyone. He is himself tarnished with his low thinking and You!

“You are the most beautiful soul having a beautiful heart  which no monster like him can tarnish by his disgusting acts.

Arnav looked at Khushi who was having her eyes closed but he knew she is listening everything.

Arnav: Look at me!

Khushi looked into his eyes which was carrying so much pain and she knew it’s for her. He treasures her more than his life  and Love her like no one can.

"Khushi, I know you’re scared  but keep that in your mind that you’re already mine and my feelings for you will never change." He pulled  her up and tried to make her wear her clothes when Khushi hugged him pulling close to herself.

Khushi: Promise Me! Promise me,  you wouldn’t let him ever get me. His words always kept repeating in my mind. He was determined to make me his. Arnav’s grip tightened around her hearing her.

Khushi: Please, Promise me!

"I swear Khushi, if he ever tried to even touch you, I’ll destroy him. You have my promise." he pulled her close from waist and kissed her sealing his promise. His kiss showed his possessiveness and love and she responded back, matching. Khushi was losing herself to another world as Arnav kept showering her with kisses everywhere mumbling numerous promises.

Arnav: “I am with you and You’re only mine. No one can make you his just saying that shit."

"Than why don’t you make me yours in every possible way, Arnav ji?" She said in low voice making Arnav to look at her in shock.

Arnav: What?

Khushi: Yes! Make me yours.

Arnav: Khushi, you’re already mine and no one can change it. Right now you’re just too much emotional. You don’t know what you’re saying.

 

Khushi: I knoww hat I am saying and also that I am yours but I want you to make me yours completely. Wouldn't you do that for me?

Arnav: Love, You're weak and it'll just hurt you more.

"It's already hurting, Arnav ji. I want to forget this pain." She said in broken voice with glassy eyes pulling him more close with the hug and Arnav felt weak looking at her breaking and asking something which he would have gladly done in another or better circumstances but he can't deny either don't know how will she take it if  he said "No".

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Looking at her pleading eyes he lowered himself  and continued what he was doing before and after leaving her breasts his mouth travelled down on her damp skin to her belly and reached down. Khushi was trembling but when Arnav tried to back off , she stopped him.

Khushi: Please don't stop. I'll be ok.

   Gulping the lump in his throat he parted her legs while she kept looking at him to see any sign of disgust looking at her bruised skin but found none except Love which made her sigh in relief.

Parting her wet folds first he soothed her with feather like kisses and strokes of his fingers which soon replaced by his tongue. Khushi's hips jerked up when his tongue stroked her there licking her wetness and Arnav held her to keep her steady, he don't know where it'll stop  today but nothing made sense in front of helpless Khushi for him.

He licked her, sucked her until she started moanig. Widening her legs he kept pleasuring her with his mouth, tongue getting full aceess as he sucked her there taking her completely into his mouth . Her moans turned into gasps and Arnav knew she's going to come.

He sucked her with firm strokes of his tongue until she cried in pleasure and came gushing directly into his mouth. her scream was so high and she fell back limp beneath him. Sucking the Last drops of her milk, he kissed her there and looked up at her who was taking shallow breaths with the intensity of her orgasm. He came upto her and kissed on her mouth.

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"Feeling good?" Khushi nodded.

"Good! Now take some rest." Arnav speaks while stroking her hairs. 

"Wouldn't you complete it?" She asked feeling confused. 

"Would love to! But you're too weak. Look at youself, you're tired." 

Khushi wanted to say something but before that her eyes dropped close.

Sighing Arnav got up from her and covering her from duvet, he moved towards washroom for a cold shower for himself.

Inside washroom, cold water was running over his body where he was thinking about only Khushi.

"I'm sorry, Khushi! I was deliberately slow. You're just too much naive and sensitive at this moment. Maybe you would have felt good now but it would have hurted you later if not mentally than physically or more worse both and I don't want it."

 Thinking what should he do next, he comes out and slipped beside khushi least she get scared again.

"I can't make love to you when you're way too emotional to understand right and wrong because of that day but I promise you very soon I'll make you mine in every way. When you'll be fine and mentally aware." He whispered and kissed her on forehead before himself drifting to sleep.

To be continued.......

Precap: Khushi will start working for the Mumbai project with Arnav's help and Shyam.